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'You Are A Goddess.'

By on August 29, 2017
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By Jessica Elizabeth Boldt

Sister,

Feel like You are never enough?
Never beautiful enough, ‘perfect’ enough, smart enough?
Not worthy of True Love, Life, Freedom, Health, Wealth, Pure Joy?
Totally undermined by your own hope for a better you, a better world?

That is the veil of “Worthlessness.”
Veils are Illusions.
Your “Worthlessness” is a Lie.
Until it is absolved,
“Worthlessness,”
Separation,

Will chop you up and let you believe you are worthy of a life far more dim than your bold, vivid dreams and visions your Heart and Soul hold for yourself and this world. A slow death of struggle between your Truth and Lie ensues. One side aches for Freedom and Union, the other, denies all of it. “Not me. I’m not worthy. – I am separate.” Your reality stays the same (no matter where you go), addictions, co-dependency, the need for healing just gets louder and more complicated, self sabotage, repeated undesired patterns play out in peaks and pitfalls…you get the idea.
Chopped up.

How can one possibly Know True LOVE, LIFE, Freedom, Health, Wealth and Pure JOY if they believe they are separate, unworthy, of such?

I’m about to lift that veil for you, love.
Let’s absolve Separation, shall we?!

My story sounds like this…

I spent ALL of my life aching for Worth.
I even have “Know Your Worth” inked in the skin of my upper back, chosen in the moment I was sure I had none.
A life of feeling broken led me to countless modalities of transformation. (And eventually, led me to real, continual Transformation…that comes later.)

…Enter years of listless wandering, seeking and searching…
Aching.
Outside.

For what?
I wouldn’t answer this question until…

I came Home.
Inside.
To who?
My Soul.
Where?
Right. Here.
This Body.
Right Now.

It took many face-plants and shrugging disappointments through different paths, all promising tones of transcendence. I craved the ride and discovery, and was ready for the next before I’d even tapped into (my) potential.

Truthfully, the face-plants were re-assuring to my deep seeded shame, clung to separation. No matter if I completed the program, practice or regimen to a T
– or not –
I was still ‘stuck’ with ME.

…Enter Revelation and Truth…

One year, after one of those blindfolded rides toward hopeful, high-pitched transcendence, I sat in a plant medicine ceremony with a manipulative “shaman” who raped a young native girl behind my back. I was told this girl was “going through a lot,” so kind-empath-me waited for hours, humming, stacking stones in the creek. In the very moment I sensed something off, walked over to see reality with my bare eyes.

In the most shocking, earth-quaking moment, I came face to face with my abusive inner world, without.
A force woke in me that before, was sound asleep.

She Changed EVERYTHING.

A Voice Resound from my Core that brought this large man to a halt, looked Fear straight in the eyes and said, “What are you doing?”…”We need to leave. NOW.” A presence that felt Legions beside and through Her, as she held this pillaged, tender hearted girl all the way to our destination. In that same moment, took a stand for my Soul and carried my own innocent Heart home. A soul that knew, even as this situation could have alluded to both of our demise, even death, we were Protected. One.

A Soul that Knew, through every manipulative guise and hook of fear thrown at me by this wounded man, NONE of the fears he used as tactics to persuade me were valid. As such, ALL of my inner illusions and stories of separation were literally thrown back at me, revealed, and busted.

An Essence that, months and months after, truly feels and knows Gratefulness for that moment. That girl AND that man. And all the moments that, in Death of my Self, Birthed Truth.

It was this experience of total disillusionment that brought me heart to heart with The Goddess. This unraveling that brought me core to core with The Source.
The Pure Power of My Divinity.
Yours.
And The TRUTH
of OUR Unity.

You see, there is this Infinite Pulse of Creation.
This Sacredness, Divinity, Power of Love that has been spoken of, preached for, sought after.
In dancing the chains of my self inflicted shame, abuse and suffering free, I found that Source – WITHIN Me.

Woman,
You Are A Goddess.
You are not “Worthy.”
Worthy of What???
YOU ARE WORTH ITSELF.

I didn’t know Mine until my Presence came to Life.
Now, I Am a Pillar for the Arrival of Yours.

It is my deepest passion and honor to share the Light of The Goddess with the Women on Earth at this time. For it is not that I am sharing anything new, I am simply Illuminating the Torch of my Heart and Soul, Guiding you to See that of Your Own.

You see?
You will never find enough-ness.
For “worthiness” cannot be sought.

Woman,
You Are A Goddess.
Feel these words in your Heart?
That’s your Soul asking you to Listen.
That’s your Body inviting you Home.
I’m not promising you Transcendence.
I promise you a TranscenDance.
This Life is NOT your Cage Any More!
This Life is your Dance Floor!!!

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JessicaJessica Elizabeth Boldt is a Guide for Women who are ready to Dive Deep, Embody their Inner Goddess and Rise in Divine Radiance.

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