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How I Learned to Make New Year Resolutions That Last

By on December 27, 2017
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By Sara Fabian

“Life is the sum of all your choices.” ~ Albert Camus

Looking back on my life, I came to realize I was on a diet for quite many years. In the Eastern-Europe society I grew up in, the concept of beauty was deeply connected to the weight scales. I don’t recall having any sports culture in my family; I even hated gym classes at school because they impacted negatively on my grades.

When I was a child, my father worked in a chocolate factory (what a blessing, I thought at that time), but much later I could understand that a big part of my life was built around food. That came together with the emotional pack-age of short-term eating pleasure and long-term guilt. No wonder why most of my New Year’s resolutions were a copy-paste version of “losing weight.”

Year after year, I found myself losing weight and putting it back on. Feelings of accomplishment, followed by self-blame and sometimes even anger for not being able to deal with it. I’ve seen myself up and down again and again, and being unable to fulfill my goal made me feel like a failure.

After completing some valuable self-growth work, I finally understood the reasons behind my failures and I would now like to share them with you:

My resolution did not belong to me.

I know this might sound strange. What it means is that I didn’t have a strong enough reason to push myself to transformation. I wanted to lose weight to fit in with certain society requirements of “looking good.” My wish had nothing to do with my own standards because, deep inside, I knew I was a beautiful soul who was struggling to fit in.

You see, we only make real progress towards a goal when it means some-thing personal to us, not when it is imposed on us by others. That is what makes the difference between a resolution and a to-do list:

Goals that sound like “I need to do this” or “I should do that” come from a place of survival, from the resistance of being a victim of the circumstances. Goals that sound like “I want to do this” or “I choose to do that” come from a place of self-empowerment and inspiration.

I didn’t think I could make it.

My coaching experience with different people and my own journey of self-discovery make me believe our worst enemy is fear. The fear of failure and sometimes even the fear of success feed our minds with thoughts like “this is too hard”, “I’ll never make it” or “this is too good to be true.”

Such limiting beliefs are the sabotaging inner voices that don’t speak from our true nature. They come as a result of the way we’ve learned to perceive our-selves through other people who shaped us, including family, schooling sys-tem, and different life circumstances.

The good news is that once aware of our own voices, we can unlearn them and replace them with positive thoughts that grow us instead of standing in our way. We can always rebuild a life of our own design. We can choose to think that we can’t achieve what we want because of our background, or we can decide that our past is part of our life experience, and it has nothing to do with our future.

Lack of real action, commitment, and follow-through.

I wasn’t making true resolutions; I was making wishes. Being clear on what we want and why we want it is not good enough to succeed. The fact of being overweight was the result of my actions (lack of physical activity and over-eating).

Making a specific and even measurable plan around my goal would have brought me to a better result because we can’t get different results by doing the same things as before. A sustainable plan would have included physical exercise on specific days (not randomly, depending on my mood or the sun-shine outside) or work on nutrition with a health coach.

The same thing is valid for being “happier.” We have to get clarity on what we truly want by breaking it down into smaller steps. Happiness means different things to different people. What does it mean to each of us?

Which are the areas in our life where we would like to see some improve-ments? Is it career, health, finances or maybe our personal relationships? What could be a good plan to take us further, short-term and long-term? What’s holding us back right now, and what pushes us forward? As long as what we want is clear, getting there comes much easier. There’s always a so-lution to everything and, in most of the cases, we already know the answer. Nobody knows better what makes us truly happy but each of us.

That was all about my past experiences. I’ve taken it as a much-needed learning and here’s where I am today:

I set no goals related to losing weight. Instead, I have something much stronger, a vision of living a healthy life at mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical level. I want to feel energized and happy in my own skin.
I know my body is the temple of my soul, so I make sure to take good care of it. It is the only body I have, and I love life. I approve of myself exactly the way I am, and I choose to replace self-criticism by self-compassion.

I stopped setting unrealistic targets like “I’ll exercise every single day” be-cause I know there will be days I won’t. Staying committed to what sounds achievable is part of a healthy goal setting that won’t turn to disappointment. I’ve learned how to balance different ingredients to stay fit, and still enjoy a tasty meal.

This time, it’s all about me and my own choices, and it has nothing to do with what other people think. Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. We don’t see things and people as they are; we see them as we are. My plan doesn’t look like a punishment any longer; instead, it is tailored to my needs. It’s not about a short term cabbage diet anymore; it’s a new lifestyle, and it’s trans-formational. Impossible is nothing when we believe.
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my pictureSara Fabian is a Women’s Career and Empowerment Coach, trainer and inspirational speaker, on a mission to help professional women to discover their unique gifts and talents, boost their confidence, find their calling and live a meaningful life of purpose. In addition to her life coaching practice, Sara helps female leaders find their authentic voice, build on their strengths, and become the inspiring leaders everyone would want to follow. Her work appeared on Tiny Buddha, Positively Positive, Success Magazine, Goalcast, Thrive, and more.

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